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Every time I think of you, there is a prominent truth at the forefront of my mind that timing is everything. It breaks my heart that ours was always off. I will never understand how someone who complimented my personality, my heart, my very soul in the way that you did simply wasn’t destined to be my soulmate. If I said my life was amazing now, and I didn’t think about how different it would be with you in it, I would be lying. If I said I would change it all, that might be lying to. Choices aren’t black and white, but my love for you will forever be. Love, T

I still hear you and see you everywhere I look. I stop at your portrait and tell you about my day and what the children and grands are doing. When my ice maker acts up I come and ask you to fix it just one more time. I still can’t eat from our wedding China. I sleep on your pillows and put mine away. I never in a million years thought you’d be the first to go, or at such an early age. I’m lost in deciding where my journey should be next. I will wait for your sign, because I know you still protect me. There will never be another you, for me. In my heart forever, DJ

Long Lost Love It was such a shock to hear from you after all these years. I was the one that got away way back then. It’s funny how the moment we spoke, we picked up right where we left off some 30 years ago. I have wondered what might have been many times. It’s interesting how our lives take all these twist and turns. You have a good life and I am happy for that. I wish I could see you, but that scares me more than anything. The strong feelings that are felt just talking on the phone, I’m just not sure I can keep them contained. Jessie’s girl

Dear Husband, I don’t tell you nearly enough how precious you are to me. You have given me 3 of the greatest joys of my life, our daughters. I hope you always know for you I prayed. It’s been almost 28 years and through good times and bad you have always been there ever steadfast and comforting I fall apart emotionally and you put me back together with your love and comfort. You are my calm in every heartbreak and storm. I truly am blessed beyond words. Our girls and our grand your bunny adore you. For all our lives you will always be my forever love MSB. Forever, Me

I finally have it all. An amazing husband, a miracle child I was told I would never be able to have, my college degrees, and a great job. But none of that can ever fix the holes in my soul. The one you left when you decided to take your own life. Why? Why did you leave me? Why didn’t you reach out?

Dear future love, I've been wondering who you are? I just want to meet you already and I'm very impatient person. Where are you? I've never been in love before and I hope you will change that for me, I hope you will show me why I'm alive, I hope you will make me happy since I haven't been happy in a very long time. I can't wait to meet you and when the time comes, I'm going to be overly excited. I just wish that you'll come now instead of later.

I sit here on this lonely stretch of beach,feeling the warm sand between my toes and watching the waves lap gently at the shore.My thoughts wander automatically to you.The waves rolling in lightly grasping the tiny particles of sand and slowly cradling them in their tender grip only to lose them again in the infinite amount of sand.That poignant scene strikes a chord within my spirit. Having lost you a lifetime ago and spending this lifetime trying to find you again,I’m like the waves digging through all the sand,I too look in every stranger’s face examining it closely for you.Forever yours,G

I never imagined that I would get to know you so well. The first time I got pregnant, was 4 years ago. I was young then and didn't realize how big of a blessing that really was. All I want is one more baby. Just one more. We have been trying for 17 months now. I am hoping for a breakthrough by the time I can visit this mailbox again. How could we not have any trouble the first time? Nothing has really changed. I guess we were meant to be a family of 3.

Every day I get more anxious to finally meet you, yet you're still nowhere to be found. Dating in 2018 is extremely difficult and it's not one of my favorite pastimes. I should have a family by now, yet I'm stuck here wondering when you will sweep me off of my feet. Most days I'm fine with waiting patiently for you,but today isn't one of those days. Please hurry and find me. I would greatly appreciate it. Until then, take care. Beth

I don’t really know where to start but I want to give this a try because it sounds like fun! I have so much in life to be grateful for. My family. A place to live. The clothes on my back. The places I’ve seen. Life is a gift. I’ve been broken more times than I care to recount, but I truly believe that being broken is what has made me stronger. I deal with chronic health conditions that take their toll on me but by Gods grace and the love of my family, I know I’m never alone. And neither are you.

You say I am you Gaurdian angel but little do you know you are mine. You have shown me what real love is and how respectful a man should be. Though we have been together for a short time I feel as if this is Gods plan for us.I have found my safe haven in you and I beleive you have found yours in me. We have hit rock bottom but together we are building each other up. We are a team, here is to our new chapter. I love you, KristenElizabeth

Several have captured my mind. Few have touched my heart. None have held them. Still hopeful for true love, content and joyful with the past and present. I love the spirit of each one. No regrets, only gratitude for the experience of knowing them and for our time together. Single for 31 years. Never longing; my heart is always full. True kindred spirit.

I remember taking in my last breath of you. As if a pill swallowing it whole. A breath I wanted to hold in forever and never let out.The vision of your smile so sweet, forever in my memory. Closing my eyes to a dream come true.Your gorgeous self before me.Your eyes so blue as the clearest skies.The scent of you lingering in the room. Like a sweet addiction, I had to take in that breath of air. It was a need, a want. Feel you in me. As if that air hit the depth of my being like no one before. You touched my heart with a beat for all of time. You filled my soul. My last breath. Love T

Dear Paul, To finally find each other after all these years. When I went to the barracks 26 years ago to find you gone, my heart sank and I knew that you have a piece of me with you wherever you went and that I had lost my chance. We both went on to live our lives, making mistakes, muddling through one wrong pairing after another. Until I found you again. And here we are. Found in every sense of the word. I love you more than cookies my dear. Eternally, Anne Marie

Today it is official! I am breaking up with you! I know our relationship has been long. Many, many years to be exact, and I am here to say, I'm over you. I'm not sure why the sudden change, but I like it. Your constant drag on me has simply become to much a burden to bare. So, today, I'm walking out the door and into a new room, a new life. I'm sure I'll think of you from time to time, but, today you're gone! For the first time in a long time, I'll listen to the rain as I watch it hit the sidewalk in front of me and maybe, just maybe dance a little too. Not yours now, Bobbi

So I though this might be the perfect forum to express all the jumbled feelings in my head and find a kindred spirit at the site says. I think it's nice to be heard. In this life, no matter how much you can try to deny it, people want others to hear them as they tell their story or spill out their thoughts. There are days on time when I feel lost and I know the only thing that can help me is to pack my bags and actually get lost. To embrace the feeling of losing yourself to something bigger than you. To allow yourself to embrace what scares you. Let fear be your fuel.Lose youself.

I never expected to feel this way. How could I? For most of my life, and with the exception of my son, I’ve always felt as though I were meant to be alone. I’m not implying that I’ve lived the life of a hermit, because I haven’t, and you already know that my job requires a certain level of social agreeableness. But I was never a person who felt incomplete without someone lying beside me in bed; I never felt as though I was only half of something better. Until you came along. And when you did, I understood that I’d been fooling myself, and that I’d really been missing you, all these long years. Loving you, Tru

I need your help, in what I imagine will be my last attempt to apologize for a decision I made so long ago. My story is both straightforward and complicated. It was the right decision at the time; it was also the wrong decision. I would do the same thing again; I would have done it all differently. This confusion remains with me even now, but I have learned to accept that I will never rid myself of the questions. Needless to say, my decision crushed him. My guilt over this continues to haunt me. I have now reached a point in life where making amends whenever possible feels important. ~Hope

I’m not good at this. Spending my days alone. I miss your knowing smile, and I miss the sound of your voice. Sometimes I imagine that I can still hear you calling to me from the garden, but when I go to the window, there are nothing but cardinals, the ones you made me hang the bird feeder for. I keep it filled for you. I know you’d want me to do that. You always enjoyed watching those birds. I never understood why, until the man at the pet store mentioned that cardinals mate for life. I don’t know if that’s true, but I want to believe it. And as I watch them, just as you used to, I think to myself that you have always been my cardinal, and I have always been yours. I miss you so much. Happy Anniversary. Joe

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