Dear Every Breath All Entries Page 27

I have loved you ever since I laid on my eyes on you. You were the runt of your sisters and that is when I knew you were meant to be my puppy. You might drive me crazy sometimes however I will always love you. You will always be my first child even though I didn’t give birth to you. Your grandparents and your aunt Allie love you to however they do wish that you don’t fight with aunt Allie after 7 pm. Love, Mom (Amber)

Even though we never dated, I fell in love with you. I wished every day that you would see me the way that I see you. But now you have a girlfriend, and we don't even talk anymore. I at least thought that we'd always be in each other's lives. But I was wrong. It's been a few months since we last talked, as in held an actual conversation. I wished you a happy birthday a couple weeks ago, but even that wasn't the same. I wish things were different. But I'm trying to move on, to get over you. Because I love you, and I think a part of me always will. I'll never forget you. You were my first love.

How is it possible to bring two people so different from one another together? who knew that we would both end up in Wilmington that same night? That when his name was called I would respond too? Our names may be the same but our background so different I, the farm girl born and raised in NC but him? Military brat raised around the world. we have two beautiful children who are being raised as he was but it was I who joined the military instead of him. I love my life and don’t take for granted a moment I spend with my family I know everything may change in an instant.-Randi

we were high school sweethearts , we loved each other deeply until we had a fight an i broke up with you. I moved with my family, ive regreated not rekindling our relationship. I have so many special memories of us, the night of the fair was very special. I still look at our pictures 40 years later an wonder where you are an how your life is going. I will always keep our memories in my heart. With deep regrets DH

Even though you call someone else mom, you were the first to make me a mother. The first time I held you was the last, you fit perfectly in my arms and I wanted so desperately to stay in that moment forever. The man I had fell in love with turned out to be the devil in disguise and then I knew I couldn’t bring you into my world when I was barley surviving myself. I wish that I could have been stronger then.. for the both of us. I search for your unfamiliar face in every crowd and there’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. I’ve loved you always. With all my love, Mom

I remember the day we met. I knew you were head over heels for me. But it was a bad time for the both of us. We have known each other for a year. We always found a way back to one another despite life’s ups and downs. I love you so much ! Can’t wait to see what our future holds. Love, Your baby doll

Yes. You are my every breath. It will never ever change. I don’t know how could I love again because all my love are gone with u together. After we left each other I’m admitting to you. I met a guys but they can’t take my mind. Moreover, when I saw our old mail in my mailbox do u know it’s still making my heartbeat faster and when I was reading this all mail who believed that we were left each other. If I had a last chance I hope to see you once in my life before I die. I’m missing you ever my breath. Your lovely, Huhy

I will never forget the day we met. I was just finishing college and celebrating , and you were escaping from struggles in your life, but here in this small town in the middle of nowhere we met. You came from over 100 miles away to see the fireworks, me just around the corner, but some how the universe wanted us to meet. A smile, laughter and a twinkle and before we knew it, One day turned into 20 yrs later. You always tell me you prayed for me, and I knew it was love at first sight. Here's to the rest of our life, may our love always be as strong as the 1st day we met.

Your Life was taken way to soon. There is still so much that I wish we could have resolved and worked out in our relationship, and my heart aches because I know that will never happen. Sometimes it seems that life is unfair, but then on the other hand no one ever said it would be. If I could have the time of just one more day, I would tell you how much I admire your strengths, your compassion and all the success that you have had, even when you never saw them in yourself. You were my role model even though I could never measure up to your expectations. Just know I loved you.

I just want to say that every breath has left me in awe.

The road is so difficult and I am so tired. I know this is hard to understand, but I must finish this journey. Stopping early would compromise who I am and eventually destroy what we share. I want you to know that I think of you every day. I feel you holding my hand. You are my North Star. If I finish this journey and you are not there, I understand. I will smile and thank God for you and the precious miracle we share.

The first marriage I was too young and too much. The second marriage I was a mother first and must have fallen short in the wife role. I had given up. Then out of nowhere, there you were, as if I were looking at the boy I knew in school. Now, older and wiser, you have bewitched me. You have restored not only my faith in love, but also my faith in humanity. You have already become so important in the children’s lives and have become the role model that I have always longed for them to have. That point where loyalty, love and lust meet is where I am forever going to exist with you. Thank you

My wife and I live in New Bern. We have seen you at book signings and think you are wonderful. We have been married to each other for 64 years and raised 5 children. One is in Penna. There are two in Florida, one in Maryland and one in Calif. They are successful in life as we were prior to retirement. We are very happy together and will remain with each other until end of our life comes. Your books and movies made from each over the years are the best.

I’m so thankful that we reconnected after 20 years. I was wrong to walk out the first time and I have lived with that regret. When you came back into my life I kept thinking someone should pinch me this can’t be real... I pray every day that I never have to be without you again. I love you... T

He has always said the first time he heard my voice on the phone, he knew. He knew he had to be with me. It has not been easy. Ups and downs. At times very ugly. 35 years later, here we are. Still together. With him being 8 years older than me, as we age it is harder. But, no one ever knows. It could still end up with him taking care of me. Time will tell. Someday I hope to be at the mailbox in person. Someday. I hope he will be with me, hand in hand.

I believe in love. I believe in true, once in a lifetime you're my soulmate kind of love. I believe that we all have that one special someone we are meant to spend the rest of our lives with. The one we get to be lucky enough to walk down this path called life with. Some of us have met that special someone already; maybe you haven't. I hope you all do. I hope that you're not afraid to take chances and to take that leap of faith because I want you to get to experience that special, soulful, consuming and all kinds of wonderful kind of love. A Nicholas Sparks Love Story

To the love of my life. I am sorry when you needed me most, when you were suffering with cancer. I was an active alcoholic an addict. You were and still are the love of my life. I just couldn't take the bad news for the third time. Because I knew the outcome would not be good that time. I will always feel guilty and which I should. But I want you to know I am clean and sober today 7 1/2 years. I know that you're looking down and smiling. I want you to know I've always loved you and always will. Love always L.Lew

I met the love of my life in high school. We have planned every part of our future together and we are even the bestest of friends. At the beginning of our friendship, I started to catch feelings. For him it took a bit longer. But as we developed more and more feelings I knew he was the one!

It was this past July Fourth when our paths crossed. The connection between us was instantaneous. Unlike anything I had ever felt before. I've spent the last five months falling deeper in love with a man forty years older than I am. I am 27, he is 67. I know what people will say. I know what they will assume. He worries about this more than I do. It's difficult to put into words the depths of my love for him. The way it physically hurts me when we are apart. How could my soul mate have been put on this earth forty years before I was even born? I will spend the rest of my life loving him.

He sparks our fire with his breath of strength, to have a heartbeat. To grow and experience the one true thing that can move mountains. Love. Kindness. Compassion. Trust. The experience of truly being one's complete and open self- known by another 100 percent- is with Jesus. Life's creations and beautiful scenes of calm and peace that are painted are truly that of the mastermind- the owner- the creator. The roses that she loves are merely snipped of their roots from further and deeper under the surface- yet return back to which they grew.... to be continued...