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Ali Cross has always looked up to his father, former detective and FBI agent Alex Cross. While solving some of the nation's most challenging crimes, his father always kept his head and did the right thing. Can Ali have the same strength and resolve?
When Ali's best friend Gabe is reported missing, Ali is desperate to find him. At the same time, a string of burglaries targets his neighborhood — and even his own house. With his father on trial for a crime he didn't commit, it's up to Ali to search for clues and find his friend. But being a kid sleuth isn't easy — especially when your father warns you not to get involved! — and Ali soon learns that clues aren't always what they seem. Will his detective work lead to a break in Gabe's case or cause even more trouble for the Cross family?
IT HAD BEEN three days since my friend disappeared and I was starting to think the worst might have happened.
The last time I’d seen him was on Friday, December 21st, just after 3:30 p.m. That was on the sidewalk in front of Washington Latin Middle School where Gabe and I were in the same class. We’d just gotten out for winter break, and as far as I was concerned, I knew exactly how we were going to kick it off.
“So I’ll see you tonight at seven,” I’d said. The plan was to get online with our usual crew and start a marathon session of Outpost, our favorite game.
“Just try and stop me,” Gabe had joked.
That was it. Then he’d turned east on E Street and started walking home. I’d turned west and done the same. I didn’t even think about it. Why would I? Who ever thinks, “maybe that’s the last time I’ll ever see my friend”?
But Gabe never did make it home that day. He wasn’t picking up his phone, and he hadn’t answered any of the half-million texts I’d sent him, either. Now it was Christmas Eve. Three days had gone by, and it was like Gabe had just disappeared.
Except, see, that’s the thing. People don’t just disappear. There’s always an explanation. That’s what my dad says, and he should know. His name is Alex Cross. He’s a homicide detective with the Washington DC police, and I’ll tell you this much: I hope I can be half the detective he is someday.
In the meantime, I couldn’t stop thinking about Gabe. Couldn’t stop wondering what had happened to him. Couldn’t stop a whole lot of really bad thoughts from passing through my brain, like one scary movie after another.
In fact, if anyone had asked me, I would have told them there was only one thing I wanted for Christmas that year. I wanted Gabe Qualls to be found.
And I mean alive.
“ALI? COME ON, little brother. Heads up. You’re on.”
I guess I got lost in my own thoughts for a second there. It happens all the time. We were in church for Christmas Eve services. I looked around and realized my older brother, Damon, wasn’t the only one giving me the eyeball. St. Anthony’s Church was packed, and I guess Father Bernadin had already introduced me while I was sitting there spacing out.
“Let’s try that again,” Father Bernadin said in his Haitian accent, and with a kind of impatient smile aimed my way. “The annual Christmas Eve children’s prayer will be led by our own Ali Cross tonight. Ali, would you like to come up?”
The pastor moved aside for me as I stepped up to the old wooden lectern and looked out at the congregation, a whole sea of black faces like mine. Something like four hundred pairs of eyes looked back, waiting for me to get my act together.
It’s supposed to be a big deal to get chosen for the children’s prayer at my church, especially on Christmas Eve. I guess you could say it was an honor. But my mind was like mush that night, and I was wishing they’d tapped someone else.
“Go ahead, son,” Dad said from the front row. He pointed at the page in my hand where I had the whole prayer written out, since I didn’t trust myself to remember it by heart.
When I looked at the words on that paper, it was like they didn’t mean much. Not compared to being alone out there on the street, or kidnapped, or whatever else Gabe might have been going through.
I hadn’t known him that long—only since the beginning of middle school. But we got to be friends right away. I saw him in the cafeteria one day, eating by himself and working on a pretty cool drawing. I mentioned something about it, and that’s when I found out he was a total Outpost fan, like me. Ever since then, we’d been gaming together, he’d come over to watch movies, and that kind of thing. But he never talked about himself much, and I never really asked. Now I was thinking maybe I should have.
Like I also should have just read the prayer anyway and gotten it over with like I was supposed to. But I couldn’t.
“I know this is usually a prayer for kids everywhere, but if it’s okay, I’d like to pray for just one kid tonight,” I said. “A lot of you know Gabriel Qualls. He’s in my grade at Washington Latin. He doesn’t really come to church, but the point is, he’s been missing for three days.”
I thought Father Bernadin might cut me off right there, but he didn’t. Everyone just waited, so I kept going.
“When I was working on this prayer, I thought a lot about the night Jesus was born, and how nobody wanted to make any room for him, and how he had to be born in a stable,” I said. “So now I’m wondering if maybe we could learn something from that. I’m hoping we can all make room for Gabe. Like in our hearts. And in our prayers.”
I didn’t know if this was going to help, but I figured it couldn’t hurt. How often do you get the chance to send four hundred prayers someone’s way, all at once? My voice was kind of shaky, but I just kept talking.
“Dear God,” I said, and everyone went still. Most of the congregation bowed their heads. “I know you know where Gabriel Qualls is. And I know you probably have a plan for him, just like you do for anyone else. I don’t want to ask too much, but if you’re listening, please watch out for Gabe tonight. Please help bring him home again soon. And, um… I guess that’s all. In Jesus’s name, amen.”
“Amen!” the congregation echoed back at me.
Then, just before I stepped down, I realized there was one more thing.
“Oh, and happy birthday, Jesus,” I said.
Because hey, it was Christmas, after all.
MAYBE I SHOULD have said a prayer for my dad, too. Because I wasn’t the only one dealing with some heavy stuff that night.
In fact, when we came out of church after services, there was a crowd of people with cameras and microphones waiting for us. It was a little like walking into a pack of hungry lions—and guess who was on the menu?
“Detective Cross! Care to comment on the assault charges against you?”
“Alex, over here! Is there a trial date set?”
“They’re saying you need to go to jail, Detective Cross, do you agree?”
It was all just words. I knew that. But at the same time, it’s not true what people say about words. They can hurt you. And all those questions the reporters were throwing at my dad felt like they might as well have been throwing rocks.
Here’s what it was all about. Six months ago, Dad had gone to interview the father of a murder suspect. The suspect’s name was Tyler Yang, and he was already in jail. But when Dad got to the Yangs’ house that day, Mr. Yang wasn’t having it. He said his son was innocent and tried to kick Dad off their front porch. It turned into a scuffle. Then Mr. Yang fell down the steps. His head hit the pavement really hard, and he had to go to the hospital. Ever since then, he’d been in a coma.
Now the Yang family was suing Dad and the police department for assault. Maybe also for murder, depending on whether Mr. Yang survived.
It was crazy. I didn’t believe Dad was guilty for a second—he said it was an accident. But try telling that to the crowd following us up the street that night. The closer Dad’s trial got, the more they were dogging him with nonstop questions everywhere he went.
“Alex, did you deliberately push Mr. Yang down the stairs?”
“Are you ashamed of yourself, Detective Cross?”
“What’s it feel like to put someone in the hospital?”
My stepmom, Bree, grabbed my hand. I took my great-grandma, Nana Mama, by the arm on the other side. I wanted these people out of my face. I wished I had some kind of flashbang on me, the kind they use for police raids. Not to hurt anyone, but just loud and disorienting enough to make these reporters wish they’d all stayed home on Christmas Eve.
Meanwhile, we still had to get back to the car.
“Detective Cross, do you think you set a good example for your family?” someone asked.
A spotlight hit my eyes then, and another camera popped up, pointing right at me and my sister. That’s when I heard Jannie let out a sob. And even though I’m the youngest, I wasn’t going to let them do that to her. Or to anyone in my family.
“Hey! Back off!” I shouted. “My dad didn’t do anything! So why are you coming for him like this? In case you hadn’t noticed, it’s supposed to be Christmas.”
“Shh,” Bree said in my ear. “Just keep walking.”
“Ali? Anything else to say?” another reporter asked. “Are you proud of your dad?”
“You proud of yours?” I asked.
Then I felt Dad’s hand on my shoulder.
“Not another word,” he said.
But I couldn’t help it. Sometimes my mouth starts going and I can’t find the off switch.
“Yeah, I’m proud of my dad!” I yelled back. “Why don’t you put that in your story? Or better yet, why don’t you write something about Gabriel Qualls, and do some good for a change?”
I shouldn’t have said that last part about doing good. Dad’s always reminding me, we have freedom of speech here, and freedom of the press, too. Just because a few reporters don’t know how to be professional, it doesn’t mean they’re all bad. They’re mostly good at their jobs. Just like cops.
“Who’s Gabriel Qualls, Ali?” one of the reporters shouted.
“Is he a friend of yours?”
“What’s the story there?”
But I didn’t get to answer. Dad was already stepping in to take over. Which was just as well, because I was ready to go off on these people.
And trust me, nobody needed that.
DETECTIVE ALEX CROSS looked at his son Ali and tried not to smile. There was nothing funny about what was going on, but it was hard not to admire a fire that big, burning that brightly, in a guy as little as Ali. He had as much spirit as the person he was nicknamed for—the greatest boxer of all time, Muhammad Ali.
Meanwhile, these reporters weren’t going to leave them alone until they got some kind of comment. There was even a chance one or more would follow the family back home if Alex stayed silent.
So he stepped forward and raised his voice above the fray.
“As you all know perfectly well, I can’t discuss my case here,” Alex said. “If you want to hear any more about it, I suggest you come to my trial and take careful notes.”
“Detective Cross, can you say a little more about—” Russ Miller from Channel Four started in, but Alex spoke right over him.
“However,” he said, “let me make one thing very clear. None of this has anything to do with my family. My children will have nothing more to say about the matter, tonight or ever. Understood?”
Alex glanced down at Ali, just to make sure he was listening, too. The reporters started in with another firestorm of questions, but Alex was done.
“That’s all I have to say,” he told the crowd. “Thank you, good night, and Merry Christmas to you all.”
Then with a papa bear’s sweep of his arm, he pointed the way for Bree, Nana Mama, Damon, Jannie, and Ali to follow him back to the car.
Enough was enough. It was time to go home.
I GOT A real talking to in the car on the way home. Not from Dad or Bree. From Nana Mama.
“You need to check yourself, young man,” Nana told me. “What exactly was that supposed to be back there?”
“Did you hear what those reporters were saying?” I asked. “They made Jannie cry.”
“I can take care of myself,” Jannie said.
“That’s not the point,” Nana said. “Why do you think they speak that way?”
“To get us to answer their questions,” I said.
“More than that, they want your father to get mad,” Nana Mama said. “They want him to behave exactly like the angry and violent man he’s accused of being. And you know Alex would do anything to defend you, including putting himself in harm’s way. So why don’t you think twice next time you feel like taking things into your own hands?”
Nana Mama is ninety-something years old, but she can still get fired up. And believe me, when she does, you feel the heat.
“I’m sorry, Dad,” I said. I really was. I felt like a dummy for falling into that trap.
“I know this isn’t easy on you guys,” Dad said. “But Nana’s right.”
“When they go low…” Bree said.
“We go high,” I said, along with Damon and Jannie. It was one of Bree’s favorite quotes, but to be honest, it was getting kind of old. I mean, all those grown-ups were out there being a bunch of jerks and I was the one who had to do the right thing?
“In any case,” Bree said, “that was a beautiful thing you did in church, Ali.”
“Yes,” Nana Mama agreed. “Sending all those prayers up for Gabriel can only do him good.”
I was glad to get back on Nana Mama’s good side, anyway. And now that Gabe had come up again, I had some questions.
“Hey, Dad?” I asked from the back. “Have you heard anything new about his case?”
“Nothing since you asked me this afternoon,” Dad said. “I know you’re anxious, son, but I won’t be able to check in with Detective Sutter until after tomorrow.”
Detective Wendy Sutter was the police officer assigned to Gabe’s case. That much, I knew. But there hadn’t been any word on how it was going, or if it was going at all.
“Don’t worry too much, sweetie,” Bree told me. “MPD closes ninety-nine percent of its missing persons cases.”
“I know,” I said. But I was still going to worry. I mean, someone had to be part of the other 1 percent. What if that was Gabe? What if he was never found?
I couldn’t stop turning it all over in my mind. That’s just the way my brain works, like a generator in a blackout, never stopping, always running, always going.
Meanwhile, I kept my mouth shut and rode the rest of the way home in silence, trying not to think about it too much, but thinking about it anyway.
Merry Christmas, Gabe. Wherever you are.
IT SEEMED LIKE we’d had our share of bad news for one Christmas Eve, but when we got home there was more.
A lot more.
Bree parked the car in the garage, and we all headed across the backyard to get inside. Damon was walking ahead of everyone else, but then he stopped short.
“Dad?” he asked.
I looked where Damon was pointing, and saw that one of the little windowpanes in our back porch door was broken. Then I noticed the door was open, too.
For a second, nobody said anything. I stood perfectly still, like I was frozen on the outside while everything sped up on the inside. Someone had definitely busted into our house.
“Wait here,” Dad said.
“What’s going on?” I asked.
“Just wait,” he said.
Bree put a hand around my shoulder and pulled me closer while I kept my eyes glued to the back door. I didn’t even know she’d called 911 until I heard her talking to the dispatcher.
“Hello, this is MPD Chief of Detectives, Brianna Stone,” she said. Bree’s my stepmom, which is why I call her Bree, but she’s also a cop like my dad. “I’m off duty and unarmed, requesting a uniformed patrol at my house right away on a possible break-in. We’ll need two units, one in front and one in the back alley.”
While Dad moved toward the porch, I started scanning the ground around me. It was too dark to see footprints, if there were any. My guess was that someone had come in from the alley and over the garage roof.
I could just see it in my mind—a dark shadow of a bad guy, scaling his way up, over, and onto our property. Then across the yard, hugging the fence where the light from the alley wouldn’t give him away. A quick punch through the back door glass with a gloved hand was all it would take. Then a careful reach inside, past the sharp edges. A turn of the knob—
And into the house.
The question was—could he still be in there? And what was Dad walking into? As much as I want to be a real investigator someday, I don’t know if I’d ever have the guts to do what he was doing just then. My heartbeat had already kicked into high gear, but it doubled down again as I watched Dad slowly push open the back door and disappear inside.
All we could do now was wait.
ALEX CROSS STEPPED through the back door and onto the sunporch of his house. A bulb from the stovetop in the kitchen offered just enough light to see by. The porch was littered with winter boots and coats, as well as the old upright piano he sometimes played. Other than the broken back door glass, everything looked the same as it had when they’d left for church that night.
He stopped and listened for a creak, a footstep, or any indication that someone was still inside. Everyone always thought cops knew how not to be afraid in these situations, but it wasn’t like that. He was scared, all right. He just couldn’t let the fear stop him.
“Police!” he yelled.
His heart thumped out a ragged rhythm as he listened again, but the old house only answered with more silence.
Pushing on, Alex passed slowly through the kitchen and into the hall. When he reached the living room, he saw the floor around the Christmas tree was littered with crumpled paper, ribbon, and opened packages. Someone had torn through everything and almost certainly stolen the more valuable items. So much for Ali’s brand-new laptop, along with whatever else had been taken.
When Alex’s phone vibrated, he looked down to see Bree’s name on the screen.
“What’s up?” he answered.
“Dispatch is sending two units,” she said. “What’s going on in there?”
“Some kind of robbery,” he told her. “I think they’re gone, but—”
He stopped short at the sound of an old window frame creaking open. Whoever had broken into the house was somewhere upstairs, trying to make a quick escape from the sound of it.
“Hang on!” he told her.
He launched up the steps, three at a time. When he got to the upstairs hallway, there was nothing more to hear, but an unmistakable cold breeze was blowing down the hall from the direction of his own bedroom.
Three fast strides brought him into the room. Two more and he was at the open window, pushing past the blowing curtains to scan the scene outside.
The gutter on the front porch roof had been torn off. Other than that, there was no sign of anyone. The street looked deserted, and whoever had just been here was gone now.
“Alex?” Bree’s voice came over the phone. “Alex! What’s going on?”
“I’m here,” he said. “We just missed them.”
“Him, her, them, I don’t know,” he said, flipping on a light. “Whoever it was, they went through all the gifts under the tree and…”
Again, Alex stopped short. His bedroom was a disaster. Dresser drawers hung open. Clothes were everywhere. The mattress was overturned, and a lamp lay in pieces on the floor.
But none of that was the worst news.
“Bree, we’ve got a bigger problem here,” he said.
“What is it?” she asked.
“I’m up in our room right now. They went through everything. Including the nightstands,” he told her.
“Oh… no,” she said.
“Yeah. Both lockboxes are gone, and both of our police weapons along with them.”
The whole thing had just jumped up a level. Anyone with the right tools would be able to pop those lockboxes in no time. The boxes were meant as a home safety measure, nothing more than that.
This was no longer a simple robbery. Now there were two firearms out there on the street. Two police weapons in the wrong hands.
“Don’t mention the guns to the kids,” he added.
“I won’t,” she said.
Ali, Jannie, and Damon knew exactly what was in those lockboxes, but it wouldn’t help anything to talk about it now. Their Christmas Eve was already a disaster. No sense making it worse.
If that was even possible.
ONCE THE POLICE got to our house, we had to wait in the kitchen for a long time. Uniformed officers came through first, then a team of crime scene techs and Detective Olayinka, who went over the whole place with Dad and Bree. This was all 100 percent serious, but it was also just like something out of an episode of Law & Order. I’ll watch old repeats of that show any chance I get. So yeah, my radar was definitely on high that night, sucking up every detail.
The good news was, everyone was okay. The bad news was, all our presents had been stolen, including the laptop I wasn’t supposed to know I was getting for Christmas. That was a real bummer, but I didn’t have to be a detective to know that now wasn’t the time to go whining to Dad about it.
Because something else was going on. Detective Olayinka spent an extra-long time with Dad and Bree upstairs while the crime scene techs worked in the living room. I didn’t know what they were talking about up there, but you could just tell there was some kind of secret in the air.
Or, at least, I could tell. I wasn’t sure if Jannie and Damon had picked up on it.
“Weirdest Christmas ever,” Jannie said. It was way past midnight by now and her chin was practically on the table. They hadn’t brought up their missing presents, either. We all knew this was serious. We just couldn’t do anything about it.
“Do you think it was one of those people who’ve been trashing Dad so bad lately?” Damon asked.
“Could be,” Jannie said. “I mean, it’s not like a secret where we live. And Dad’s got more than his share of people coming down on him lately.”
“We all do,” Damon said.
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“It’s like for some people, ‘Cross’ is a dirty word now,” Damon said. “You know. For anyone who thinks Dad’s guilty.”
“Guilty of what, though?” I asked. “He didn’t do anything. I mean, I feel bad that Mr. Yang fell down those stairs, but it was an accident.”
“You don’t have to tell me that,” Damon said. “Tell it to all those people who think Dad pushed him. Or assaulted him. Or both.”
None of this was making me feel any better. But Damon was right. Those reporters outside the church weren’t the only ones giving Dad grief about his trial. Regular people were saying all kinds of messed-up stuff about him, too. I know there are a lot of valid reasons people are talking about police brutality these days. Dad knows it, too. There have been way too many problems with it in the past few years, and it brings down the whole community when a police officer abuses their power. For Dad, it’s made this case more complicated. I’d seen a ton of people accusing my dad of terrible stuff online and it was hard to take, even though I knew my Dad would never do those things.
I’d seen it all online, even though I wasn’t supposed to be reading it.
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- jimmy patterson