By Carian Cole

Read by Noelle Bridges

Read by Mason Lloyd

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In this beautiful love story of "forbidden longing" (New York Times bestselling author Penelope Douglas), a sweet young woman and a rough and tough biker are connected in a way they can’t contain—and they’ll do anything they can to be together.

When I was five years old, I told Toren Grace we were going to get married someday. He’d been my closest friend, my protector, and my rock since the day I was born. But during my senior year, our relationship slowly changed. Silly conversations morphed into serious heart-to-hearts. Innocent friendship turned to stolen glances.

Then one day, an unexpected kiss changed everything.
While that kiss was all I’d ever dreamed of, it knocked Tor clear off his axis. His strong moral compass makes it impossible for him to accept our feelings for each other. Because, not only am I eighteen and fifteen years younger than him, I’m the one person he should never, ever want.

Tor is my father’s best friend—my pseudo uncle.

Neither one of us can stand to betray or hurt my dad, but we can’t keep our relationship hidden forever. Will there be a way for us to find our happily-ever-after? Or will we all be torn apart?

Torn is book one in the All Torn Up series but can be read as a standalone novel.


  • "Well-written tension and forbidden longing. The angst in this was incredible! Loved every second!"
    Penelope Douglas, New York Times bestselling author of Birthday Girl
  • "A captivating journey of forbidden romance. Torn is unputdownable and unforgettable."
    Meredith Wild, #1 New York Times bestselling author
  • "Soulmates tangled in a forbidden, twisted situation. TORN shattered me and put me back together again. It’s not a storyit’s a ride that I never wanted to end. It takes forbidden love and angst to an entirely new level."
    Abbi Glines, #1 New York Times bestselling author
  • "Torn won my heart so fiercely."
    Addicted to Romance
  • "Holy dark and delicious angst. Carian Cole did not hold back with this story. I dare you not to shed a tear."
    L.J. Shen, USA Today & Wall Street Journal bestselling author, on TIED

On Sale
Nov 28, 2023
Hachette Audio

Carian Cole

About the Author

Carian Cole is a steamy new adult author with a passion for the bad boys, those covered in tattoos, sexy smirks, ripped jeans, fast cars, motorcycles and of course, the sweet girls that try to tame them and win their hearts.

Born and raised a Jersey girl, Carian now resides in beautiful New Hampshire with her husband and their multitude of furry pets. She spends most of her time writing, reading, and vacuuming.

Find out more, at:
Twitter @CarianCole
Instagram @CarianCole_Author

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