Truly Madly Famously

CHAPTER 1

LAX. Post–fifteen hours of travel. Dried skin. Swollen ankles. Sunglass-covered, dark-circled eyes. It's no one's sexiest look, yet it's the one that gets photographed more than any other. I don't know why a single soul would want to see me like this. But they must. Because every time I get off a plane, at least thirty-five people are standing outside to photograph me. And the pictures will land everywhere. My rumpled jeans and matted hair will be splashed across every single tabloid the world over.

My costars, Rainer Devon and Jordan Wilder, and I are more than movie stars now. We're celebrities. We have the number one film. Locked. August, Noah, and Ed—the characters we play—are household names. Our love triangle has captivated the world. Twenty million book sales. Two hundred fifty million at the box office opening weekend. Action figures. Our faces are plastered everywhere. Billboards on Sunset Boulevard. The cover of every weekly.

LOCKED'S STARS ARE RISING

ALL THE RAIGE: PAIGE AND RAINER, LOVE AT LAST

RAINER DEVON: PAIGE IS THE REASON THIS SERIES WORKS

JORDAN WILDER AND RAINER DEVON REPAIR THEIR RELATIONSHIP

RAIGE PLAYS HOUSE

We've been on an international press tour for the last four weeks to promote our movie. Paris, Hong Kong, Singapore, Rome, London. A different city every night, sometimes every four hours. I've woken up more often lately not knowing where I am than having a clue.

But now I know. Now we're home. Or, at least, in L.A.

"How are you doing?" Rainer's voice comes warm in my ear, and I let my body lean against his as we make our way off this, our last flight.

"Good," I say. "I'm glad we're here." Tour was pretty incredible. All those screaming fans, all that energy. But I'm ready for some downtime. I don't think I've slept through the night since we walked down the red carpet at the L.A. premiere.

Rainer pulls me tighter to him. It will be our last embrace until we get in our car. Tawny, our publicist and media coach, has strict rules about that—no touching when there are cameras. No touching outside because there could be cameras. Keep your hands to yourself. Sometimes I feel like I'm back in preschool.

Personally, I think it drives the mania. Hiding, I mean. People know we're together—I did announce it at a press conference, after all—but they are desperate for footage of us hand in hand. They're on the hunt for it constantly. Rainer is superactive on social media. He's always trying to get me to tweet. He showed me how it works while we were in Rome. He gets thousands of tweets a minute, most of them asking about what it's like to be us. I don't know how I'd possibly answer that, let alone in 140 characters.

Because what is it like to be us? How can I explain the dream come true it is to be a movie star? To be with Rainer? I get to live out two fantasies simultaneously. I get to be August, Noah's lover, and Paige, Rainer's girlfriend. And I'm grateful for that. But it's also only half of it. It doesn't include the parts I don't know how to talk about, things I can't mention in interviews. That I feel like I'm inside a blender. I can't tell my toes from my brain. There are times when I wonder where August ends and Paige begins, and that scares me. It scares me more than the flashbulbs and paparazzi. It scares me to think I may not know who I am anymore.

What I do know is that I'm with Rainer, and Rainer can handle this. Fame, fantasy, everything in the middle. He's not only okay in the spotlight; he thrives in it. And that's who I need by my side right now—someone who can stand with me. Even if he's not holding my hand.

As much as I'd like to walk out of the airport next to him, I'm also not desperate for photos of us making out to land at the grocery store my parents go to, either. So I'll stick with Tawny's frenzy-inducing rules.

We make our way downstairs, and at the top of the escalator, Rainer lets me go. He'll move a few stairs down so it won't be possible to get a photo of us together. I know the drill.

"The car will be waiting. Three minutes," he tells me. "It's never more than three minutes." He says the same thing to me in every city. It's his mantra. Ours.

I nod. I kiss him. Once, on the lips.

"See you on the flip side."

Our bodyguards appear, out of nowhere, and then we're down in baggage claim. I step off the escalator.

I don't know how they know when we're going to land. Especially this early in the morning. Does someone tip them off? Are our travel schedules somehow public? Do they spend every day here, waiting for celebrities to get off flights? I tuck my head down. I keep my eyes trained on the feet in front of me. One. Two. Three.

I hear them before I see them. They scream: "Paige!" My name, like a shotgun.

I see Rainer outside the glass double doors. He swings his backpack into the waiting black Escalade, and I empty out my lungs.

"Paige! Is it true that you and Rainer are engaged?" "Paige! How is Rainer handling the scandal with Britney Drake and his father?" "Paige! Where is Jordan Wilder?"

Don't react. That's what they tell you. They tell you to keep a positive face, to smile. To never let them see you sweat. But none of that helps with the giant, unquestionable need I have to tell them the truth. To set the record straight.

No, we're not engaged. We haven't even talked about next week, let alone the rest of our lives.

Not well. Rainer is not handling the fact that his father tried to sleep with his ex-girlfriend well. Thanks for asking!

And lastly: I have no idea where Jordan Wilder is.

Jordan, the third point of our infamous Locked love triangle, left London a week ago with Alexis Gibson. Alexis is playing Maggie, my—August's—sister. She was on set for maybe two days during the first shoot, but she's a major player in the second movie—and she came on the last half of the press tour with us.

According to Rainer, Jordan's always had a thing for Alexis—the one girl he's "been trying to land forever."

Not that it's my business. Not anymore.

"Paige! Will you and Rainer be living together?"

Nate, one of our security guys, holds the Escalade door open for me, and then I'm inside. Rainer is there, but he doesn't immediately reach for me. The paparazzi are still shooting through the windshield—the only window in the car that isn't fully tinted.

One more question—something I can't hear but that I see makes Rainer sink, makes him cringe—and then we're driving away.

"Not so bad," Rainer says the second we're out of sight. I reach for him at the same moment he pulls me in. His hands go around my waist then up to my shoulders and then he cups both my cheeks with his hands.

"Hey," he says. He leans down close and kisses me—his mouth presses hard over mine. My hands move up to his neck and then thread through his hair.

"Not so bad," I say. He pulls me even tighter. "I need a shower. I'm gross."

He lets his mouth rest on my ear. When he talks, I feel his breath there—warm and charged—like it carries an electric current. "Beg to differ."

I roll my eyes, but his arms stay around me, and I don't try to wriggle away. Every day with Rainer, every moment going through this insane tornado of insta-fame, makes me more certain that I made the right decision. Rainer can be there in a way I really need. Rainer is home in all of this. And Jordan…

What is there to say about Jordan that even matters anymore? Jordan has no ability to deal with fame. He's more uncomfortable with his own celebrity than I am with mine. We did one event together without Rainer. It was a Locked book launch on Maui, and Jordan completely deserted me in the crowds. If we were together, we'd probably be in a bunker somewhere, hiding out. And I haven't read all the fine print of my contract, but I'm pretty sure that's not allowed.

The second the premiere ended, and I'd chosen Rainer, Jordan and I became something close to strangers. He would barely talk to me on the press tour, and before Alexis joined us, he brought a different girl back to the hotel every night.

My best friend, Cassandra, says he's acting out, that he's trying to prove something, but I don't know. It's like he doesn't even care, like he's forgotten those moments we shared on Maui. I guess it's better if he forgets. We both should.

The one saving grace in all of this is that Rainer and Jordan are being civil. I know how painful it was when Rainer thought Britney had cheated on him with Jordan, before he learned the truth about his father. They're not besties or anything, but Rainer no longer wants to punch Jordan every time he sees him. That's progress.

"Should we stop off for breakfast?" Rainer asks me. "It is a special day."

I raise my eyebrow at him. "Rainer. Shower. Imperative."

He lets his eyes flit downward, just slightly, but it's enough to make me blush. "Home it is."

Sandy, our manager, rented me an apartment in Beverly Hills "fit for Hollywood's latest It Girl," but I couldn't bring myself to stay there alone. It was just too big and empty. So, unbeknownst to my parents, I was crashing at Rainer's before we left town. He had rented a place in Bel Air, off Stone Canyon, when everything went down with his dad at the premiere and he needed to move out of his parents'—fast.

We stayed at the Bel Air house for two weeks before we left on tour. I loved it. It's peaceful and quiet and secluded, which right now feels like more of a luxury than private jets, Monaco, and uninterrupted sleep combined. I have no plans to leave anytime soon.

I can feel my body relax as the driver types in the code and the electric gate peels back, revealing the house—all glass windows—surrounded by trees.

"I'll deal with the bags," Rainer says. "Go ahead."

I thank the driver and walk up the path. The door gives easily. I slide my backpack down in the entrance, take off my shoes, and let my toes feel the hardwood underneath my feet. Home. Or as close to it as I have right now.

My cell rings as soon as I'm inside. I hit answer. "I'm back," I say. "Just landed."

I hear my mom's voice bright and clear through the phone. "Everyone, Paige is back!" Some halfhearted mumbling and screeching on the part of my niece, Annabelle. I feel a slight tug at my chest. I miss her. She's growing so fast, and I can't help but feel kind of guilty that I'm not there to see it, and to help out with her. When my sister, Joanna, got pregnant in high school, raising Annabelle became a team effort. "How was the flight?"

"Long," I say. "Glad to be back. I got you those postcards you wanted from Paris."

"Oh, perfect," she says. "And did you get that ribbon for your sister? She wants all the bridesmaids to wear it in their hair."

"Got it, Mom." My sister's wedding is still a while away. I'm the maid of honor—a role I was born to play, I guess. Although since I'm not there, most of the role's duties have fallen to my mom.

"Honey, I was just telling your father I think this is the first year we're not together—"

I see Rainer stumble through the front door, carrying three different duffel bags. "Mom, I gotta go. Rainer is about to throw out his back."

"Have a great day!" she says. "We love you."

"Love you, too," I say, hanging up.

I go over to Rainer and loop one of the bags onto my shoulder. "Show-off," I say to him.

"Anything to impress you." He kisses me once on the lips, and I plod down the hallway to the master bedroom feeling happy.

Before the premiere it was total chaos, but tour was different. Despite the crazy call times and barely there sleep schedule, we had all of this time to just be together. For real, with no secrets. When I chose Rainer at the premiere, with all those journalists there, I solidified our fate together. And we've just been getting closer every day since. My face gets hot when I think about our recent hotel-room stints.

I close the door and peel my clothes off as I make my way into the bathroom. It's giant, bigger than my entire kitchen back home. It has two showerheads and lots of marble. You could spend a half an hour in here and never fog up the sink mirrors—they're that far away.

I step in, letting the water pour down over my head, and wash away the flight, the airport, the last month. It feels so good. I exhale everything I've been holding in.

As I start lathering up my hair I think about today. No schedules, no interviews. Free zone to do whatever I want. We can order pizza. I can let my hair air-dry! That one thought alone makes me giggle in the shower.

I finish, dry off, twist my hair up in a towel, and slip on a fluffy white bathrobe—a gift from Rainer. It's even monogrammed with his nickname for me: PG. Every fan wants to know what he's like as a boyfriend, and here's the truth: He's just as great as you think he is. There are plenty of things I have to lie about. My sleep schedule (I like to get eight hours!), my beauty regimen (masks and moisturizer!), my diet (no cheeseburgers!), but I've never had to lie about how wonderful Rainer is. The world is right—when I'm in a blender, he's the off button. I'm crazy lucky.

"Rainer?"

My wet feet make smacking sounds on the wood floor. The house is strangely quiet. "Rainer?"

I see him sitting on the couch in the middle of the giant living room. There isn't much furniture in this house, just the basics. I love that about it here. There is so much excess everywhere else in our lives right now, it's nice to come home to somewhere that is just essentials, just what we need.

I see him hunched over the coffee table. I start walking to him, but before I can ask what's going on I see the stack of mail in front of him—everything we've missed while we were gone. Newspapers, magazines. I let my palms move over them, spreading them slightly. They've all splashed versions of the same headline across the cover page: Greg Devon, studio executive, dethroned.

GREG DEVON DENIES SEXUAL HARASSMENT ALLEGATIONS

DEVON—HOLLYWOOD'S DEVIL

On and on and on.

I sink down onto the couch next to Rainer. I put my arms around him. The towel falls, and my wet hair tumbles down onto his face. I push it back. I pick his face up to look into mine. "I'm here," I tell him softly. "We're in this together." I can't imagine what it must be like for him—to have his family shamed so publicly. I know he hates his father, as he should, but I also know it's not easy to see a man he loved, and respected, be ground to a pulp—even if he deserves it.

Rainer slips his hand into mine. He squeezes. "I know," he says. "And thank you. But I don't want to get into this now." He pushes the papers away. "I'm not ruining today." He cups my chin in his hand, and then he's kissing me, gently at first, and then stronger.

"You want coffee?" he asks me, a little bit breathless.

"Definitely."

He gets up from the couch. He's wearing a T-shirt and gray sweats. His hair is still rumpled from the plane. God, he's cute.

"Stop staring," he says, smiling. "We have a lot to do today."

"I don't want to do anything today," I say. "I just want to hang out here with you."

He raises an eyebrow before he disappears into the kitchen. "Listen, if what you really want for your birthday is to take advantage of me, I'm not going to argue with you."

"What?"

He pokes his head out from behind the wall. His dimples are dancing. "Your birthday, PG. Otherwise known as the day I get to stop feeling like such a cradle-robbing old man. You better get on U.S. time quick."

April 5. Eighteen.

"I totally forgot."

"Well, lucky for you, your boyfriend didn't." Rainer comes back and sets a steaming mug down on the coffee table. Before I can form another thought, his lips brush mine. With his free hand, he traces his fingers down my shoulders, wraps them around my back, and pulls me closer. My hands flutter to his shoulders.

"You know, if I took a picture right now I could sell it and retire." I break away from Rainer and see Sandy standing in the doorway, her arms crossed, a horizontal smirk on her face. "Welcome back, guys," she says. "We need to talk."